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5:40pm - Well it's been a week of rest and a bit of illness since my last work post. I wasn't able to get the game jam game done on time, which is a shame, but I overshot. I have to decide if I'm going to continue work on the Jam game, to put it in my portfolio, or if I should just go back to my previous projects.
At this point, a week out from the Jam, I've lost a lot of the interest I had in the game I was developing. It was constrained by the theme of the Jam and the game wasn't terribly interesting to start with, which may be why I wasn't able to work on it as much as some other jams. I also think that, taken out of the time constraints, it'd be too easy to just keep adding features until the whole thing took forever.
So I'm probably not going to continue working on it, and instead go back to my previous projects.
At this moment I'm not sure I can solve the problem I was having with my transformation survival game either. So, I'm not sure what to do with myself instead.
A friend of mine asked me to make a tool for him, and I guess I could start on that.
5:52pm - That was a quick trip to stressville. I don't feel like relearning JavaScript right now either.
I'm basically only trying to work now because I feel like I should, after a week of relaxation, but I really don't want to or have to. That's making motivation hard to come by.
I think I'll watch some educational videos and see if they inspire me.
6:12pm - I just got a text from my roomie; he's planning on quitting his job. o.o
This is huge, and I don't know how we'll manage without it. I'm on disability and I've been looking for work for... what year is it? Around 15 years, on and off. ;.;
So I don't know what's going to happen now, and I'm kinda scared, so maybe this isn't the best time to be working on my projects. I don't know. I'll try to keep watching vids for now.
7:14pm - I just can't handle this stress and still pretend to be able to work. I'm going to go drown myself in anime and food I think.
At this point, a week out from the Jam, I've lost a lot of the interest I had in the game I was developing. It was constrained by the theme of the Jam and the game wasn't terribly interesting to start with, which may be why I wasn't able to work on it as much as some other jams. I also think that, taken out of the time constraints, it'd be too easy to just keep adding features until the whole thing took forever.
So I'm probably not going to continue working on it, and instead go back to my previous projects.
At this moment I'm not sure I can solve the problem I was having with my transformation survival game either. So, I'm not sure what to do with myself instead.
A friend of mine asked me to make a tool for him, and I guess I could start on that.
5:52pm - That was a quick trip to stressville. I don't feel like relearning JavaScript right now either.
I'm basically only trying to work now because I feel like I should, after a week of relaxation, but I really don't want to or have to. That's making motivation hard to come by.
I think I'll watch some educational videos and see if they inspire me.
6:12pm - I just got a text from my roomie; he's planning on quitting his job. o.o
This is huge, and I don't know how we'll manage without it. I'm on disability and I've been looking for work for... what year is it? Around 15 years, on and off. ;.;
So I don't know what's going to happen now, and I'm kinda scared, so maybe this isn't the best time to be working on my projects. I don't know. I'll try to keep watching vids for now.
7:14pm - I just can't handle this stress and still pretend to be able to work. I'm going to go drown myself in anime and food I think.
