![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
9:30am - It might seem like it's been two days, but this is actually close to the end of my on-day, though I'm just starting this part of it.
I'm not entirely sure what to do with myself today, though.
The last time, I was focused on doing community building tasks. I'm not sure I'm emotionally engaged enough for that today.
There's both research and setup involved in those. I don't actually use all of the platforms I want to target, and even then I don't know much about some of the ones I do use, like Facebook.
I was making a list of target platforms when I had to help Dad, last time. Maybe I can try doing that first.
Alternatively, I've been thinking it might be nice to research multiplayer server architecture for the survival game, and I haven't finished the Dommy Monsters design doc either.
Then there's the other life goals stuff. I still have to look into some of the alternative socialism and socialism adjacent links I saw on those previous sites that didn't work out. I don't think I'm feeling that even as much as the other stuff though.
AI Dev, I don't know right now.
I guess it has to be video game dev stuff today.
10:12am - I did try looking into more stuff for that list, like Github alternatives, but my heart isn't in it right now, or my head.
10:30am - I'm really struggling to make myself do any of this right now. Even though I closed that twitch stream, and still want to pursue these long-term goals, I can't really bring myself to work on this stuff just now. I'm not sure if I'm tired or depressed, or just in the wrong headspace, but it's just not working right now.
That's rather frustrating. It might be partly because I started with those other things, like watching that stream, or it might also be that I'm in my room instead of working somewhere else. And yeah, it might be because this is the end of the day instead of the start or middle.
I'm going to have to call this a wash for now. I don't know if I'll try again tomorrow and call this a bonus rest day or what. ^.^;;
I'm not entirely sure what to do with myself today, though.
The last time, I was focused on doing community building tasks. I'm not sure I'm emotionally engaged enough for that today.
There's both research and setup involved in those. I don't actually use all of the platforms I want to target, and even then I don't know much about some of the ones I do use, like Facebook.
I was making a list of target platforms when I had to help Dad, last time. Maybe I can try doing that first.
Alternatively, I've been thinking it might be nice to research multiplayer server architecture for the survival game, and I haven't finished the Dommy Monsters design doc either.
Then there's the other life goals stuff. I still have to look into some of the alternative socialism and socialism adjacent links I saw on those previous sites that didn't work out. I don't think I'm feeling that even as much as the other stuff though.
AI Dev, I don't know right now.
I guess it has to be video game dev stuff today.
10:12am - I did try looking into more stuff for that list, like Github alternatives, but my heart isn't in it right now, or my head.
10:30am - I'm really struggling to make myself do any of this right now. Even though I closed that twitch stream, and still want to pursue these long-term goals, I can't really bring myself to work on this stuff just now. I'm not sure if I'm tired or depressed, or just in the wrong headspace, but it's just not working right now.
That's rather frustrating. It might be partly because I started with those other things, like watching that stream, or it might also be that I'm in my room instead of working somewhere else. And yeah, it might be because this is the end of the day instead of the start or middle.
I'm going to have to call this a wash for now. I don't know if I'll try again tomorrow and call this a bonus rest day or what. ^.^;;
