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4:16pm - I ended up losing that job I got, pretty fast. It's a real shame. I'm confident it's not my fault, but what happened happened and I can't unhappen it. The news came near the end of December, but I didn't spread the word everywhere. It's pretty upsetting.
Right now I'm at a McDonalds working on my Chromebook. I've been hoping to do some work stuff, but various things keep taking my attention in a bad way, and I have a hard enough time just regularly. ^.^;;
One person won't stop talking to me, and someone was impersonating my father's cousin online and trying to phish me or something, and I'm dealing with both when I want to be making a game design document.
There's also the issue that I was going to make the document in Joplin, but the mobile Joplin app on all my mobile devices has stopped working and I don't know what's wrong with it. It's not really throwing errors, but it's also not really doing what it's supposed to, and I don't have the time and energy to fix it. Even looking stuff up takes time and energy, you know? Heck, even writing these journals takes time and energy, but they're usually pretty helpful when I do it.
Since I don't want to not make my Design Doc because I'm troubleshooting Joplin instead, I think I'll start by making the basic document in the Text app on my Chromebook. I can move it to something else later. I want it on a cloud, but since it's adult gamedev, I can't have it unencrypted.
Of course, I've already been here over two hours, and I'm tired, didn't get enough sleep last night, and I still need to get groceries, so this isn't a great situation.
4:40pm - Yeah I hate to say it, but with everything that happened, all the time that passed, I need to go and get those groceries done and go home.
That said, I at least know/recall what the first steps are. I need to describe the game in a couple paragraphs, and determine the design pillars of the game. I should be able to think about that while grocery shopping.
Right now I'm at a McDonalds working on my Chromebook. I've been hoping to do some work stuff, but various things keep taking my attention in a bad way, and I have a hard enough time just regularly. ^.^;;
One person won't stop talking to me, and someone was impersonating my father's cousin online and trying to phish me or something, and I'm dealing with both when I want to be making a game design document.
There's also the issue that I was going to make the document in Joplin, but the mobile Joplin app on all my mobile devices has stopped working and I don't know what's wrong with it. It's not really throwing errors, but it's also not really doing what it's supposed to, and I don't have the time and energy to fix it. Even looking stuff up takes time and energy, you know? Heck, even writing these journals takes time and energy, but they're usually pretty helpful when I do it.
Since I don't want to not make my Design Doc because I'm troubleshooting Joplin instead, I think I'll start by making the basic document in the Text app on my Chromebook. I can move it to something else later. I want it on a cloud, but since it's adult gamedev, I can't have it unencrypted.
Of course, I've already been here over two hours, and I'm tired, didn't get enough sleep last night, and I still need to get groceries, so this isn't a great situation.
4:40pm - Yeah I hate to say it, but with everything that happened, all the time that passed, I need to go and get those groceries done and go home.
That said, I at least know/recall what the first steps are. I need to describe the game in a couple paragraphs, and determine the design pillars of the game. I should be able to think about that while grocery shopping.
